| i hate wawa....i dont like it....i like coldstone waaaaaay better....besides, they dont make me get up at the butt crack of dawn....ill give it a few more days, but if i dont like it still, im quitting...i think sarah will give me more hours, especially with the current status over there....an extra pay check isnt worth it..... |
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| so im fucking pissed...and i feel i have every right to be..how would you feel if your boyfriend is going away on vaca for a week (no big deal) so he says im going to stay back on friday to stay home with you and we can hang out all night (great)...then you ask him directly to his face numerous times, what time are you leaving tomorrow?...his response...uhh idk anywhere between 630 and 7 (you believe him right) then you have a good night, around midnight he says...i guess since we both have to get up early tomorrow we should go to bed early..i say..yeah, i was thinking 1230...he says ok....the night dwindles down and he drops you off, he says ill probably get there around 8 so i call you then (ok fine) he calls you when he gets home that night (for my own peace of mind, that he got home ok) and i ask, what are you doing....his response...nothing....and i ask...are you going to bed soon...he says...yeah im going to bed, i gotta get up early tomorrow..i say ok, call me and make sure im awak sine youll be up, be careful and i love you-------------------the next morning i get a phone call just like i requested and i asked where are you, he says the porch, me being surprised says REALLY!? ..his response "well, see we had quite a night, me and boyle decided a week and a half ago that we were going to leave right after i dropped you off, i didnt want to tell you cuz i knew youd try to talk me out of it...weve been here since 3am"....my thought...so god damn pissed off.....so he lied to me non stop last night because i would have talked him out of his fucking stupid idea...but whatever right...hes a big boy he can do what he wants..but still...dont fucking lie to my face, just be a big boy and tell me....and then..he has the balls to question why im pissed off.....maybe cuz everytime i asked you what your plan was you lied to me, you had a million chances to tell me what you really were doing...then when i talk to him later on, he tries to take back what he said, that he was nervous and just spouted off....fuck that....you dont spout off shit you dont mean, like hell you didnt mean to say that and make me feel like shit....whatever i hate stupid shit like that and he knows it....but i can bet money that to him im pulling a misia....fuck that |
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| i am officially over summer as of right now...i do nothing but sit in the house all day long...im ready to go to school now...this fucking blows...it blows even more not having a car and not being able to drive anymore...i am over summer! |
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| I GOT ACCEPTED TO TEMPLE UNIVERSITY HOLY FREAKIN CRAP!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| so yesterday was our half day and i accomplished NOTHING...though i did get a nice nap in...i got home with the intentions of resting my eyes for about 20 minutes to a half hour, but ended up sleeping till 3 and then the rest of the day i did nothing...but in my defense ive been exhausted all week, im not sure why...well actaully i do kinda know why but thats not for a xanga...so anywho, ive put off this paper for a week now and go figure its due tomorrow, so after school today its 5 paragraph essay time...not so fun..ughh but whatever...then tomorrow's friday and finally THE WEEKEND! im uber excited...ok thats all my updating for now xox later
 i love you so much baby, you perked me up yesterday!
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